sem ni busy dengan projek 1 : proposal for project title , bytheway ths sem i have through many nd varies of biggie nor happeni' to me . Either i want or don' i have to face it by myself . truly , every day i just want to know bout his routine , i miss him 😢 ths week nd next week im busy to prepared for presentation for proposal project 1 . its already saturday , while we have to printed up the poster by sunday . i really not ready yet , but still have time to blogger rn . uhuks .i have try to compax my schedule everyday , yes everyday i have try but its not work . still yet . hmm .
Let me story ,
i feel damn much guilty at first , but i want to fix it bck . I WANT US . im trying to keep your attention back . as i make a anniver wish at 26 Sept 2016 . That day you show me that you already know someone better than me , that day you trying to keep my eyes on both you . thats day im waiting for your' whatsapp after you said that you want to prepared for hair make up at saloon . im waiting for you that day . that evening , that night till morning . but i just get a feedback from moment . guess what ? the feedback was you nd her ? can you get on me ? can you feel that feeling ?
nope right ? i know im the first who start but i still show you my commitment , effort towards you . Because of what ? because i still can feel my feeling towards you even how big our problem . i just dont know how to explain to you after tht happen . you have found someone that can make you smile , that can give you trustworth , can be loyalty with you , can give you what you want , can help you , build memories together .
Now , its hard for me . to forget everything , to bury our memories . is not eas as what you said . its too difficult for me . now ? 11 march 17 . i still think bout us . but i know you dont have any feelin to wards me anymore . nevermind . let me keep my feelin' by own . i dont want to bother you anymore . either , i know that you always nearby my side . i know . i hope end of ths semester i will forget everything .